seduction led to a week in bed together. which led to dating. which led to moving in & marriage proposals. i didn’t expect we’d get along so well & that i could be so distracted that i’d wake up in a few months practically domesticated. so i suppose the social experiment of being a young single bartender is at least temporary over and now the experiment is whether or not i can be a normal good girlfriendy sort of person.
i’ve made a couple of mistakes already. well maybe more than a couple. perhaps it’s sabotage. i’ve been told it’s something of a dark side. or just a bad person. it’s that feeling of not wanting to miss out on experiences. being mentally loyal to different things and different people.
being in a dark corner of a pub. drunk. told to slip your panties off in the bathroom and come back. just an experience right?
